What did I think or know about God? I honestly felt God was never there for me. I thought this way because, bad things continued to happen to me throughout my life. Why would God allow these things to happen to me?
What did I think about myself during and after these events? I thought I was a good person and I did not deserve what happened to me continually.
What motivated me to do something? Loosing myself in the control and conditions that were placed on me by others.
What was I afraid of? Others opinions of me. shame and guilt.
At this particular time in my life I didn’t know or understand what unconditional love was and how I could obtain it.
Question: Ask yourself which one of these questions is easiest and most difficult to answer? Why?